Alice screeched to a stop in Josh’s driveway. Jen barely had time to get his seatbelt off before Alice turned off the car, jumped out of the door, ran to the other side, and practically ripped Jen’s door of its hinges. Alice squeezed herself on top of Jen, making Jen squeal with delight, and kissed Jen’s face all over.

  “Alice!” Jen excimed, “you’re being so silly.”

  “I can get so much sillier though!”

  They paused for a moment and stared into each other’s eyes. It was dark at night and the car’s lights were off, but, to Jen, Alice’s eyes seemed to be sparkling with starlight. Alice navigated back out of the car and extended her hand to help Jen stand up. Jen should have known it was a trap because Alice immediately yanked Jen to his feet and pressed his back against the car. Jen felt his chest rising and falling with adrenaline.

  Alice grabbed his wrists and pinned them against the side of the car. Jen could feel his girlfriend’s muscles overpowering him. It was an amazing feeling. Alice leaned forward to kiss Jen’s lips. Two sets of pillowy lips pressed against each other in blissful passion. Alice’s hands drifted from Jen’s wrists and pressed against his shoulders. Jen used the opportunity to wrap his hands around Alice’s back and take hold of her perky, rge butt; or at least as much as he could handle in his tiny hands.

  Their kissing naturally came to a stop. Heavy breaths whispered into the quiet night sky. Jen felt something stirring inside of him. Something that felt like it had been hiding or hidden for too long. “Take me inside,” Jen said. He didn’t try to sound so meek and quiet, but the way it sounded was exactly the way he felt inside.

  Inside, Jen slid his heels off and stepped into his home. When he turned on the lights, everything looked so different for some reason. Almost like he was seeing it all for the first time, but it also felt incredibly familiar. He felt a strange tingle in the back of his mind. Thankfully, it faded as soon as Alice wrapped her arms around him from behind in a big hug.

  Jen let his eyes close as they rocked back and forth together for a few moments. Alice slowly slid Jen’s jacket off his shoulders. Alice left little kisses down his bare arms as she pulled the garment from his body. Jen moved his hair to his right side to signal Alice to focus her attention on the left side of his neck. She read him perfectly.

  Jen felt sparks and tingles flow from the spots Alice kissed down his spine and into his soul. “Mm”

  “Mm” “Mmm”

  “I love your little moans,” Alice said.

  “Don’t stop kissing me!” Jen snapped with a smile on his face. Alice spun him around and held his face in one of her hands. “Oh?” she said, “you’re a bit of a brat aren’t you?” Jen looked off to the side as his tummy turned and shook. “No,” he said. But he couldn’t deny how inaccurate that ‘no’ was. He wanted to be punished a little. And you couldn’t be punished without doing something wrong.

  Alice was smirking. Jen loved this side of her. Confident. Dominating. Powerful. Hungry. Jen couldn’t keep his ruse up any longer. He stretched his neck forward for a kiss, but Alice held him back. He frowned. “I want kisses!” he whined. Alice ughed in his face. Jen’s body shook with happiness.

  “Help me out of my dress then,” Alice commanded. She turned around and Jen hurriedly found the zipper for Alice’s dress. It fell to ground and Alice stepped out to reveal her wonderful body. Part of Jen still couldn’t believe they were lucky enough to have such a beautiful girlfriend.

  Jen realized he wasn’t still being ravished and looked more closely at Alice’s face. She seemed nervous. Like she might be uncomfortable. “Are you okay?” he asked. Alice replied, “This is the first time you’ve really seen me. With the light on and everything.” She was nervous. Alice was actually nervous. Jen smiled. “I can’t believe I’ve waited so long to see how beautiful you are.”

  He embraced his silly girlfriend in a hug. He could feel her taking deep breaths and calming down. Wait. No calming down. “Hey!” he said. “I’m still wearing clothes. Fix it.” Alice chuckled and wiped at her eyes. “Yes ma’am,” she said. Jen’s eye twitched.

  Alice grabbed Jen’s arm and pulled him towards the bedroom. She whipped Jen in front of the bed and practically tore his top over his head. She went back to kissing him. His neck, his lips, the tops of his breasts.

  “Oooh, mmm, yes.” Jen squeaked.

  He felt himself be pushed onto the bed right before Alice yanked his pants and panties from his lower half. Alice climbed over Jen to position herself where they could look into each other’s eyes. Jen felt so small; impossibly small. He’d never noticed how muscur Alice really was compared to him. He absentmindedly traced along her biceps and forearms with his fingers. “Wow,” he said, “you’re so strong.”

  Alice chuckled, “I told you home workouts were fine.” She leaned forward and whispered into Jen’s ear, “Are you ready for a home workout?” Jen couldn’t help but cackle. His girlfriend was such a goof and he loved her. He loved her. Alice quieted his ughter by ciming his lips once more.

  Jen was able to start losing himself in the moment as they took turns licking, sucking, and kissing each other’s bodies. At some point, his bra was unclipped and tossed across the room, leaving Jen completely naked. He felt his breasts sway and jiggle as he and Alice rolled around the bed.

  Finally, Alice paused once more to say, “Babe, I know we talked about anal,” Jen’s eyes lit up. He felt that tingly feeling in his mind again. Alice continued, “but, could you go down on me first? Not too long though. And you don’t have to if you don’t want to.” Jen smirked. How could he not want to make Alice happy?

  Without a word, Jen scooted himself down towards Alice’s panties. He pulled at the fabric and watched Alice’s glorious penis spring to life.

  He was staring at a big, bck cock. Again. He wanted. His body was shaking. He was in the shower and the hot water was running down his face. But he really wanted this. He couldn’t though. Not again. Breathe Josh. Breathe. It’s fine. It’s not gay. But how could it not be gay? It’s just for a friend. He needs this. He deserves this. But Josh shouldn’t be wanting it.

  His heart was beating. Too fast.

  His neck felt tense and frozen.

  A real man isn’t put in these situations. But real men keep their word. Was Josh a man? He was a little faggot. That’s what his dad said. Because he’d scared Ali. Because he was corrupt. His hands were tight. Why couldn’t he move? Where was he?

  He needed something. He needed to run? To sleep? Where was he supposed to be? What was he supposed to be doing? He was way too wet and sweaty right now. And his skin needed to be peeled off. It was too tight. Everything was too much right now. Everything needed to stop. Right. Now.

  “Josh?”

  He looked up with his eyes wide in fear. Nothing was there. “Josh?” He heard it again. His name. He was…Josh. He was in his room. With Alice. There she was; her face came into focus. She seemed so concerned. “Are you okay?” he heard her ask. He coughed. “Um, yeah, I’m fine,” he said.

  Things were starting to come back to him. He was with Alice. They were about to have sex. She was going to let him try anal. All he needed to do first was…He looked back down at the penis. His girlfriend’s penis. “It’s so big,” someone said.

  “Yeah,” Alice said, “I think it shrunk a little since I started the hormones, but it’s still pretty rge. It makes tucking a real pain.” Josh was still staring at it. It was starting to droop to the side. “Hey,” Alice said, “don’t worry about trying to fit it all in.”

  Fit it all in? An image popped into Josh’s mind. Alice’s cock filled his mouth and pressed against the back of his throat. He couldn’t tell if he wanted to commit or vomit. He felt a hand caressing his face. That felt nice. He was being kissed. That felt better. Alice was holding his face in both her hands. “I love you, okay?”

  She loved him?

  “I love you too.” Josh managed to sputter out. He didn’t really mean it, but he felt like he was supposed to say it right now. Alice smiled. “Do you want to try?” she asked. “Or,” she continued, “we could try with just your hands first.” Josh looked back down at the beautiful penis. Maybe it would be okay to give it a try. He shook his head. “No,” he said, “I’ve got this.” Alice nodded. “Okay,” she said. She gave him another peck on the lips before lying back down.

  Josh looked at his challenge again. It really was way too big to be on a woman. Where had she even gotten it from? He let himself put his face closer to it. Warmth radiated from Alice’s body. Was he really allowed to do this?

  “Real men keep their word.”

  Josh plunged his mouth over Alice’s cock.

  He pressed down as much as he could. “Open your mouth more; try to rex your throat,” he heard in his mind. That was right. He could do this. There was a trick to sucking cock. Josh adjusted his body so he didn’t need to strain his neck as much. That let him rex more and let more of the cock into his mouth. “Use the tongue,” the voice in his mind said.

  Josh started moving his tongue around the shaft. Swirling it around as he went down. Then swirling it again as he came back up. The cock was growing harder and firmer. Josh popped off for a quick moment to catch his breath. He heard some moans coming from Alice. He was doing it.

  Josh started sucking again. He built into a rhythm. Go down. Swirl his tongue. Press his lips at the bottom. Pull up. Swirl the tongue. Release his lips and change the angle. Go down, swirl the tongue, press his lips, pull up, swirl the tongue, release his lips, change the angle. He could feel himself being able to go further and further each time. The moans of pleasure told him he was doing a good job.

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  “Holy shit.”

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  “Oh fuck babe.”

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull. Swirl. Release. Change.

  “You’re so good at this.”

  Down. Swirl. Press. Pull.Swirl.Release. Change.

  “What the hell is going on here!”

  Josh snapped out of his trance and flung backwards. Who was that? He looked around the room. He’d definitely heard a man’s voice, but there was nobody there. Alice was leaning forward on the bed looking down at him. Josh realized he was sitting on the floor. He became aware of his chest rising and falling.

  “Are you okay?” Alice asked. Josh tried to calm himself down. What was wrong with him today? Everything felt completely off. What was he doing just now? The memories came back to him. “You, you have a cock.” He said. He looked at Alice with his eyes wide in fear.

  “Um, yeah. You were doing a good job sucking it and then you sprang backwards. Did you hit your head?”

  No. That couldn’t be true. Josh wouldn’t dare let a penis enter his mouth. But, he had a weird taste on his tongue. And he remembered bobbing his head up and down a moment ago. What the hell had gotten into him? “What did you do to me?” He asked in disbelief. He stood to his feet and backed away from the bed.

  “Do to you?”

  More sensations started filling Josh’s mind. He tugged at the squishy objects sprouting from his chest. He was trying to tear them off. Suddenly, he felt his arms being pulled away and pinned to his sides. He looked up and saw Alice towering over him. Was she always so big and tall?

  “Babe, babe. It’s okay. You’re safe,” she was saying. Josh felt anything but safe. He felt angry. He felt betrayed. “You lied to me!” he excimed. Alice suddenly let go of his arms. Josh took the opportunity to scurry to the other side of the room. “What?” Alice gasped, “What do you mean I lied to you?”

  Josh pointed at the thing hanging between her legs. “This whole time you let me think you’re a woman when you’ve had that thing. I’m not gay, Alice!” Josh excimed. Alice seemed to get a little smaller. “Why are you saying that?” she asked. Josh scoffed.

  “Why didn’t you tell me you had a cock?”

  “I did!” Alice said.

  “What?”

  “I’ve been very clear from the beginning that I’m a transwoman. And I told you I was nervous about sex because I hadn’t had bottom surgery or anything.”

  Josh blinked eyes as he stood there stunned. They stood silently for a moment before Josh said, “A transwoman?” Alice gestured towards her body. “Yeah, duh. Do you think normal women have broad shoulders and rough voices or are built like rectangles with pointy tits?” Josh looked at Alice closer.

  Sure, she was bigger than most women, and her curves were more subtle, but outside of the dangling member on her crotch Josh couldn’t tell the person in front of him was really a man. He didn’t know what to say.

  Alice took the moment of silence to grab a dress from the closet and quickly pull it on. “Needless to say I’m in no mood to continue our activities until we figure this out,” she said. She grabbed another loose dress from the closet and tossed it over to Josh. He immediately became aware of how exposed and vulnerable he felt, but he absolutely could not wear a dress right now. If he did, he might literally explode.

  “Can you give me some shorts or something?” he asked. Alice rolled her eyes and gestured towards the closet and dresser with her hands. She moved back to the bed and sat down in a huff. Josh scooted over to the clothes and managed to find a loose pair of gym shorts and a neutral white undershirt to wear. He turned to face Alice once more and stood silently.

  Alice said, “Did you really not realize I was trans this whole time?” Josh shrugged and replied, “I’m not really sure what that means. I’ve seen the word before, but never thought much about it.” Alice scoffed and chuckled to herself. “Maybe that’s a good sign,” Josh thought. Alice leaned forward and groaned with her head in her hands. “Okay, maybe not such a good sign,” Josh thought.

  Alice straightened back out. “Well,” she said, “that sort of expins a lot about,” she paused to look at Josh. He felt like she was staring through his clothes and straight into him. “A lot about you,” Alice finished. She rotated herself to be facing Josh while still sitting on the bed. Her face looked sad.

  “Transgender means,” Alice started. She paused and shook her head. “I don’t know how to really expin it well right now. My head is filled with all kinds of thoughts.” Josh chuckled nervously. “I can rete with that,” he said. Alice spoke again, “I guess the easiest way to start is to say I was born a boy. Eight years ago, I started taking hormones, female hormones, so that I could live life as a woman.”

  “So,” Josh started, “You want to really be a woman? That’s possible? To change?”

  “Yeah,” Alice said, “Like I said, you can take hormones. You can do different surgeries. Sometimes people think of it more like doing body modification or regur cosmetic surgery than transitioning, but it’s the same stuff.”

  Josh thought about what Alice was saying. It seemed like something out of science fiction; being able to turn a man into a woman. But, if it were really true, that could expin why Alice seemed so much easier to be around for Josh than actual women. He took a few steps towards the bed.

  “Why didn’t you say something sooner?” Josh asked. He saw Alice was about to speak and interrupted her. “No, no. I know you think you made things clear, but I thought I made things clear when I told you time and time again that I wasn’t gay. I don’t like men. But you seemed perfectly happy forcing me to suck your…” Josh trailed off. For some reason, even saying the words; acknowledging what he’d done seemed worse than the act itself.

  Alice answered, “I honestly thought you knew. It’s not like I was trying to keep it a secret from you. Not to mention, I thought you were the same way.”

  “What are you talking about?”

  Alice looked Josh dead in his eyes. She had a face a compassion and caring. She said, “You know, that you’re transgender.”

  Josh looked bnkly at Alice’s face. Her words rattled in his mind for a few moments. “Wait,” he finally said, “you think I’m like you?” Alice nodded her head cautiously. Josh ughed. He blinked his eyes and pressed his hands against his head. This had to be some sort of joke. Some random guy snuck into his life, tricked him into being gay, and had the audacity to say it was Josh’s fault? This was unreal.

  Alice said, “I know it might be hard to hear. I really didn’t want to talk about it like this.”

  “No!” Josh yelled.

  Alice jumped back a little on the bed. Josh pointed his finger towards Alice and squinted his eyes. “Is that why this is happening to me? You’ve been feeding me hormones to make me look like a woman? To make me like you?” Josh asked.

  “What? No,” Alice said. Josh interrupted again. “I was a normal guy before I met you. Then you started sending me these pills and forcing me into women’s clothing. This was all some kind of sick joke to you.” Alice was stunned into silence as Josh called her out on her lies and betrayal.

  “This is just like our first night together. You confuse me by riling me up with sex and vague messages and then get me to do something humiliating like swallow my cum or suck a man’s cock.” Josh was pacing back and forth; riling himself up as events in his and Alice’s retionship started reframing themselves in his mind.

  She’d always sabotaged the activities he pnned, but made sure to get in plenty of time for the stuff she wanted to do like shopping. She’d gotten him to take a dangerous drug under the cim that he was getting to protect a helpless woman. She tricked him into dressing like a woman in public with promises of seeing his favorite movie.

  Alice was always trying to change him. Make him speak like a woman, dress like a woman, act like a woman. She never let him take charge of anything. This whole retionship was some kinky fetish Alice was living out. She wasn’t satisfied changing herself; she had to find real men and corrupt them.

  “You really think all that?”

  Josh paused. Alice was crying. Had he been talking out loud? “Um,” Josh said, “It’s the truth.” This was not the time to show weakness. Whatever he’d said obviously struck a chord in Alice, so it must have at least been mostly somewhat true. Josh broadened his shoulders and stood up tall to face her. “It’s the truth,” he restated.

  Alice held Josh’s gaze for a few moments. The air hung still in the room.

  Alice finally spoke. In a quiet voice she said, “I didn’t mean to hurt you. I thought you wanted to do this together. But I understand if you want me to leave you alone.” Something snapped in Josh’s mind. He took a big step forward and raised his hands in front of him. “No,” he found himself saying, “I’m not trying to tell you to leave.”

  Josh paused as he searched his brain for what the hell he was trying to do. “I’m just.” Speaking felt impossible right now. He tried again, “I just don’t like penises. And I was surprised. And my body is all weird. Y-you get that, right?” Alice looked confused. Josh stepped closer and saw her flinch away. He stopped himself.

  Josh looked at the ground. He fucked things up for everyone. How did he get them out of this mess? Why did he let himself say such awful things? He looked back at Alice. “I was angry, okay? I was just thinking out loud because…because…because I was scared. And confused. So, I don’t really mean any of it.”

  “You said it was the truth,” Alice replied.

  Fuck.

  “I mean, I thought it could be true. But maybe it was all just mistakes, right?” Josh was flustered. Things were really bad this time. Worse than ever before. He couldn’t let Alice leave because, if she left, then they’d be alone. And they couldn’t be alone because, if they were alone, then…Josh struggled to find the end of that sentence, but he knew it was bad.

  He tried a different approach. “This is all my fault,” he said. Alice seemed to raise her eyebrows; this could be the right path. Josh continued, “I should have asked more questions, and been more open. Plus, from your perspective, you weren’t doing anything wrong, right?”

  Alice cut in, “No, of course not,” she said, “This all started because you wanted to help me with NBE.” Josh flinched internally. He was pretty sure Alice was the one who asked him to help her, but this wasn’t the time to correct her mistakes. Instead, he nodded his head.

  Alice continued, “I feel like, maybe we got started on the wrong foot and that’s why things have always felt a bit off.” Josh cocked his head. Did Alice always think things were a bit off? This whole time?

  Alice kept talking. “Maybe, we should start on the right foot this time.” She stood up from the bed and turned towards Josh. “Hello,” she said, “I’m Alice Jones. I’m a transgender woman, 31 years old, and pansexual. I was born and raised in Canada, and I currently work as a lead programming engineer. I like video games, shopping for cute clothes, and hanging out with my friends.” Alice reached out her hand towards Josh. “It’s nice to meet you.”

  Josh reached out to shake Alice’s hand. “Nice to meet you Alice,” he said. Alice made a weird motion with her head and widened her eyes. “Oh,” Josh said, “Um, yeah, I’m Joshua Newberry, but everyone calls me Josh. I’m 24 years old, straight man, I, uh, work at a pizza pce right now.” Josh trailed off. Alice let go of his hand. They stood in the awkward silence.

  “So, what now?” Josh asked.

  “I don’t know,” Alice replied.

  They returned to standing and staring in silence. Josh could feel the tense energy he’d been holding across his body begin to dissipate. He wasn’t sure how much of what just happened was real and how much had all been in his head, but he was certain that he was exhausted. “I’m really tired,” he found himself saying.

  “Me too,” Alice replied. They both looked at Josh’s bed. “I, uh,” Josh stuttered, “I can take the couch. Since, I was such a jerk, you know.” That felt right. After big fights, it was the man’s duty to sleep on the couch even when he wasn’t in the wrong. Although, Josh wasn’t exactly sure how his masculinity fit in the retionship now that he knew the truth about Alice.

  He didn’t have much time to consider it before Alice spoke. “I think that’s a good idea,” she said, “I’ll see you in the morning.” Alice caressed Josh’s cheek and kissed his lips. She turned around and crawled into bed. “You can leave the light on; just close the door as you leave,” Alice said. Josh nodded his head and walked out of the room.

  He peeked his head through the crack of the door before closing it. “Good night Alice,” Josh paused, “I-I love you.” He could see Alice smiling. “I love you too Josh,” she said. Josh smiled back and shut the door. This was good. Couples needed to fight sometimes. Josh shut the lights off in the rest of his apartment and lied down on the couch. “Yes,” Josh thought to himself, “this is a good thing.”

  “We’ve finally got the truth about Alice that she was hiding. This will make our retionship stronger.”

  “And, just because she hasn’t had surgeries yet doesn’t mean she won’t have them in the future. Maybe the doctors can fix her at the same time they do the impnts.”

  “Exactly, now that she doesn’t have us supporting her, there’s no way she’ll continue with the crazy breast growth stuff.”

  “We’ll up the testosterone again. It’s probably the only thing that was keeping our body from changing too much from the shit Alice gave us.”

  “Then the gym. A different gym. Or we tell Alice to buy us the home gym thing from the mall.”

  “Yeah, we’ll get things back to normal. Just me, Alice, and doing normal couple stuff together. Like,” Josh’s thoughts paused. He was struggling to think of what he and Alice normally did together outside of her crazy breast experiments and her tricking him into acting gay.

  Movies. Sometimes they’d py video games together. Alice liked shopping. And he could take her fishing more often. Maybe fishing was better in Canada. He could go up to see her next time. And they had the rest of Alice’s visit to figure out the finer details of where to go next in the retionship. Maybe she would still be willing to try sex again now that she knew the role she had. Josh smiled as he drifted off to sleep.

  Everything was going to be okay.

  Qzar24