The silence does not comfort him.
It presses instead.
Minutes pass.
Then more.
He lies on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
Sleep does not come.
Not even close.
The symbol returns.
The warning returns.
Normal, he thinks,
should not feel this fragile.
He exhales slowly.
Sits up.
The table is there.
The note is still there.
The warning.
And the symbol beneath it.
He sits up.
The table is there.
The note is still there.
The warning.
And the symbol beneath it:
影 九?十五
He looks at it the way you look at something that shouldn't exist on your own table.
Like it walked in while you were gone.
He tries again.
Search.
Translation.
Different sources.
"Japanese characters," one page says.
"Shadow," another says.
"A number."
"A date, perhaps."
None of it holds.
The explanations don't align.
History.
Language.
Symbolism.
Nothing solid.
He closes the screen.
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The meaning can wait.
He lies down.
The ceiling doesn't change.
His breathing does.
A warning can be ignored.
A warning can also sit in your chest like a stone.
He turns once.
Then again.
Sleep doesn't come.
His mind replays fragments without asking permission:
The blackout.
The erased records.
Lucas's voice—quiet, not philosophical.
Personal.
Maybe because systems don't leave you.
People do.
Erebus stares at the dark as if it might answer him.
It doesn't.
After too many attempts, he gives up on sleep.
He walks to the living room.
Turns on the television for noise.
For something that isn't inside his head.
A news anchor speaks with the same steady tone people use when the world is collapsing politely.
The voice is flat...
cold in a way that feels wrong—
as if ruin has become a normal segment between advertisements.
"Authorities report—"
"An illegal operation—"
"Suspect identified—"
Erebus doesn't care.
Not until the screen shows a face.
He freezes.
His throat tightens as if his body recognized the danger before his mind did.
"...Isn't that—"
He leans closer.
Yes.
It is.
His neighbor.
The man who leaves late at night.
The man who claims to work at a chemical factory.
The man whose clothes sometimes carry a faint, sharp smell that lingers in the hallway.
Erebus doesn't blink.
His stomach turns, not from shock—
from something colder.
He has a family.
Friends.
A normal voice in the morning.
And behind that...
A hidden room.
A hidden life.
A hidden kind of rot.
Erebus's mouth twitches, but it isn't a smile.
"Of course," he whispers.
People walk.
They talk.
They laugh.
And they carry things inside them like knives.
And the world...
the world does not love the honest one.
The helpful one.
The one who tries.
His mind reaches backward without warning.
A body on the floor.
His father.
The stillness after the decision.
Erebus looks at the television again.
At the anchor's calm face.
This world deserves what is bitter.
What is harsh.
What is fair.
The thought arrives quietly.
Not dramatic.
Not heroic.
Just certain.
A plan forms, not like a spark—
like a door opening.
He starts writing.
A route.
A time.
A place.
A method.
He draws a crude map with hands that feel too steady for what he's doing.
Hours pass without him noticing.
By morning, he has fallen asleep where he planned.
His cheek on the table.
Ink marks on his fingers.
He wakes to sunlight and a headache.
He sits up too fast.
"...I'm late."
Late for the only place that has ever listened.
He changes clothes without thinking and leaves.
?
The cemetery is quiet in the way quiet can feel heavy.
Gravestones stand like faded punctuation.
Present, but not demanding attention.
Erebus walks to the same spot.
The grave.
He does not say a name.
Names feel heavy here—
as if speaking one would make things real.
He kneels.
Changes the flowers.
His hands move gently, as if the gentleness might undo something.
He speaks softly.
Not like a prayer.
Like a report.
"I found it," he says.
"...Yes. I think I found the only way."
He swallows.
"The only way to bring justice to you—
and to all of it."
He doesn't ask if he's right.
He stands.
Leaves quickly, as if staying longer would weaken him.
?
He runs.
Not because he's late anymore—
because the thought is now alive in him.
At the cemetery's edge, someone is there.
An older man.
Still.
Calm.
Blindness is not announced.
Just implied—
in the unfocused gaze,
in the way his face doesn't chase movement.
He is simply present.
Erebus rushes past—
And the man's cane moves.
Not violently.
Just enough.
Erebus's foot catches it.
He hits the ground hard.
Pain shoots through his palm and knee.
For a second, he can't breathe.
The older man reacts immediately.
"Oh— I'm very sorry," he says, voice soft.
"I thought no one would come today. I only... extended it."
Erebus grits his teeth, pushing himself up.
"It's fine," he forces out.
"I was the one running."
The man tilts his head slightly.
A pause.
Then, almost gently:
"You sound... a little happy."
Erebus blinks.
Happy?
His face doesn't feel happy.
His life doesn't feel happy.
But maybe his voice does.
Because certainty can sound like relief.
Erebus wipes dirt from his hands.
"I don't have time," he says.
The older man's tone remains calm.
"No one ever does."
Another pause.
Then:
"Sit," he says.
"Just a minute."
Erebus hesitates.
He shouldn't.
He needs to go.
But something about the man's stillness...
pulls.
Erebus doesn't sit.
He steps back instead.
The older man doesn't insist.
He only offers a sentence—
as if he's handing Erebus something small that will grow later.
"Sometimes," the man says quietly,
"the shortest ways...
are the ones that make us arrive late."
Erebus frowns.
"What does that mean?"
The man doesn't answer.
Erebus turns and leaves.
Fast.
Too fast.
And behind him—
the older man smiles.
Not warm.
Not kind.
Just... knowing.
As if the fall had not been an accident at all.
