The hill waited before them, grass wet with dew and mist clinging low to the slope. Behind it, the mountain rose like a dark, brooding wall, its upper ridges swallowed by a slow-moving shroud of fog. The morning air was cold enough to sting, and the ground breathed mist in soft, rolling sheets that curled around ankles and pooled in the shallow dips of the earth. The path ahead was barely visible, only the faintest line of trampled grass marking the first of several narrow switchbacks that zigzagged up the hill before disappearing into thicker fog.
Seventy-two children stood in line, each with a pair of wooden buckets, one for each hand. A single pile of smooth, egg sized stones sat near the instructors, half hidden by the drifting fog. The slope above them was slick with dew, the switchbacks steep and uneven, the turns sharp enough that the children would lose sight of one another as soon as they began to climb.
One instructor stepped forward, boots sinking slightly into the wet ground. His voice cracked across the slope like a whip.
“Fill your buckets! Halfway! Move!”
Stones clattered as small hands obeyed, the sound muffled by the fog that swallowed everything more than a few paces away.
“Arms straight out!” he barked. “No bend! No drop!”
Another instructor paced behind them, his silhouette blurred at the edges where the mist thickened. “If a stone falls, you start again!” “If your arms drop, you start again!” He stopped in front of a girl whose buckets already trembled. “If you cry...” A beat. "you start again.”
The lead instructor raised his voice once more, sharper than the cold wind.
“Both buckets reach the top together! One ahead of the other, you start again!”
He let the silence stretch, letting the weight of the rule settle into their bones. The fog drifted between them like a living thing, curling around the first switchback as if guarding the path.
Then, for the first time, he told them why.
“You will be given tasks that cannot be done,” he said, voice low but carrying. “You will be sent against things you cannot defeat. You will be ordered to stand where no one can stand. And you will do it anyway. Because the world does not care what children can or cannot do.”
He stepped back.
“Climb.”
The word hit them harder than the weight.
Chaos hit immediately. Children fumbled with their loads, buckets swinging wildly, arms trembling before their boots even reached the incline. The hill was slick with dew, and every root or rut waited to catch a careless step. The first attempt ended with half the line sprawled in the mud, buckets spilled, and instructors shouting only one word: “Again!”
As the line reset, chaos found its first victim.
A boy near the front staggered, his buckets tilting as his arms trembled violently. His fingers twitched, then curled inward as if they no longer belonged to him. The stones inside clattered, threatening to spill.
Panic flashed across his face. He sucked in a sharp breath and darted a look toward the instructors, desperate to see if they’d noticed.
They had.
One stepped forward, boots crunching in the wet grass. “Your father should have taught you better,” he said, voice flat as frost. “Failure is not an option.”
The boy’s throat bobbed. He lifted the buckets again, arms shaking so hard the handles rattled.
Freyda watched from three places back, breath catching in her chest. The fear on his face hit her like a fist, not because she pitied him, but because she knew she could be next. Her own arms burned. Her grip slipped once, twice. She forced her elbows straight, jaw clenched so tight it ached.
Don’t look weak. Don’t be seen.
She blinked hard, swallowing the sting burning behind her eyes, and lifted her buckets higher. If she cried, if she faltered, if she drew even a flicker of attention, she’d break. She didn’t. She climbed.
“Can’t feel my fingers,” one recruit whimpered.
“Don’t need fingers. You need legs,” another hissed back, stumbling as his bucket slapped against his shin.
Thane muttered, “Then why do my arms feel like they’re falling off.”
Bruni puffed beside him, “Because the hill hates us. Now climb.
By the end of the first week, palms bled and shoulders burned like fire. Blisters split, hardened, then split again. Buckets slammed against shins, and more than one recruit limped back down weeping in silence. No one reached even a quarter of the way up. At night they collapsed into their cots too sore to sleep, arms twitching as if the buckets were still there. In the dark, some swore they felt the phantom weight dragging at their ribs.
By the second week, tempers snapped. A taller noble-born boy—broad at the shoulders, with a nose already bent from a break—leaned on his bucket and sneered at Tylane and Thane.
“Careful you don’t trip over your own feet, book-rat," he said at Thane. “Or maybe your brother will carry you up like a nursemaid.”
The chuckles that followed were sharp and quick, meant to wound without drawing notice from the instructors. Thane flushed and looked away, fingers whitening on the handle. Tylane’s jaw flexed but he stayed silent.
Vaelen, two places down the line, heard it all. His lips curled, not in defense, but in something close to amusement. He did nothing.
The curl of his lip wasn’t born that morning. It came from a memory, sharp as the crinkle of parchment. His father, Lord Gravenholt, had stood in the hall with the sealed letter from the Argent Flame unopened in his hand. The wax crest glistened in the firelight. Vaelen had waited for words of pride, something that might soften the loss of his mother. Instead, his father pressed the parchment against his chest and said, voice cold as steel: “Remember this, Vaelen. The Guild will train you, but bloodlines are what matter. Protect nobles. Guard our house. The commoners are beneath you; they exist for our use, not our defense. Waste no strength on them.”
Vaelen had swallowed and nodded, because nodding was expected. The weight of those words clung to him still, heavier than any bucket on the hill.
Two steps away, Garrick’s jaw tightened. His buckets rattled as his hands clenched. He wanted to step forward, but the rules forbade it. His arms shook under the weight, but something else pressed heavier, the echo of his own memory.
His mother, Lady Ironclad, had held his letter of summons in their lamplit hall. The wax was brittle from travel, the crest stamped deep. She had looked at him not with distance but with pride.
“Do you understand what this means?” she asked.
He had nodded, too eager.
She caught his chin, steadying his gaze. “Listen to me, Garrick. Our house has power, yes. We can shape lives, raise them up or grind them down. But that power is nothing without those we rule. We live by their trust, their labor, their rules. Remember, a noble’s first duty is protection. You are nothing without them.”
Those words weighed more than any bucket. Garrick’s arms burned, but his resolve did not bend.
The noble-born boy who had taunted Thane turned, grin wide, and found Garrick staring back, buckets already lifted. Pride pricked sharp. The noble-born boy shoved Garrick hard enough to make his buckets sway, but Garrick’s body barely moved. He had set his stance in anticipation of the force. Garrick set down the bucket in his right hand and answered with a punch square to the boy’s jaw. The boy’s teeth clicked loudly and he collapsed into the mud.
“Up!” an instructor barked, not looking away from the hill. “Both of you. Now climb.”
The other recruits shuffled on, wide-eyed. No one laughed this time. The buckets creaked, the line lurched forward, and the hill swallowed the moment whole.
The hill had its own map: twelve switchbacks to the first marker stone, each steeper than the last. A slant where calves screamed. A muddy scar that swallowed boots whole if you forgot to leap. The crooked oak halfway up mocked them because it meant they were still far from the end. Breathing became a weapon against the hill; short gasps wasted air while slow pulls set rhythm. The children learned to hate the sound of their own breath when it broke into animal whimpers.
By week three, fewer cried. The silence was broken instead by muttered bargains with the hill.
“If I make it to the oak, I swear I’ll never skip prayers again,” one girl wheezed.
“Shut it and climb,” another croaked, staggering but still moving.
Thane, dragging his buckets, puffed out, “I think the oak’s laughing at us.”
Bruni, teeth gritted, barked back, “Then laugh louder, book-rat.”
A few chuckles rose, ragged but genuine. That rhythm of voices carried some recruits another switchback.
By week five, calluses covered every palm and finger. A handful of children could reach the halfway point before collapsing. The instructors said nothing, only pointed back down. That silence was a punishment sharper than words.
One boy muttered, “I’d rather they just shouted.”
“Don’t say that,” Freyda growled through clenched teeth. “If they hear you, they will.”
Garrick, breathless but steady, added, “Better silence than weakness. Keep moving.”
By week seven, a few children crested the hill without spilling their buckets. Garrick was not among the first, though he reached it soon after, jaw set. Freyda followed days later, teeth bared. Bruni made it up with foam on her lips and a bloodied nose. Tylane sprinted the last stretch like a shadow. Thane, slower, stumbled gasping but got there. No horns blew. No ribbons were handed out. Only the silence of success. Down below, those still climbing did not look up; looking up made your buckets feel heavier.
The buckets carved muscle into their shoulders, arms, and backs. The work hardened them until the hill that once seemed endless grew smaller. At night they ate in silence, falling asleep on their food. In the mornings they rose to the fog, aching even before the climb began. The hill owned them.
By week ten, the instructors changed the game.
The new buckets were wider, their slats bound with thick iron hoops, one for each hand with arms forced straight again, the weight doubled from before. Muscles that had hardened over weeks strained again as if the first months had been a warm-up. The hill that had nearly broken them at the start now waited with its crown in sight—nearly reachable—but the increased weight made it a mountain again. They climbed in groans and silence, sweat dripping from brows, yet fewer dropped their loads. The work had built them for this.
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That night, as always, the mess hall had no assigned seats, but fate plays favorites. Bruni slumped onto one bench. Garrick limped past, flopped beside her without comment. Freyda dropped next with a plate and a growl. Vaelen arrived quietly. Tylane sat opposite Bruni, and Thane somehow ended up in the center of them all.
None of them spoke. They chewed like corpses. Eyes hollow. Backs ruined.
Then Garrick raised his fork, blinked at the iron sconces above, and mumbled: “I thought there’d be floating candles.”
A beat. Bruni paused mid-chew. Freyda glanced up. Tylane froze, fork halfway to his mouth. Thane furrowed his brow. Vaelen didn’t look up—but one corner of his mouth twitched.
One by one, the six exchanged glances. No words. Just subtle shifts.
A snort from Freyda.
A grin ghosting across Bruni’s face.
Tylane rubbed a bruised shoulder, smiling like he didn’t mean to.
Thane almost laughed—but it came out as a cough.
Even Garrick looked mildly surprised.
No one said anything after that. But they didn’t leave right away either.
When they finally rose, it was slower. Less strained.
And though none of them noticed it at the time, this was a first.
The hill drills didn’t stop. They simply became routine, expected. The true challenge shifted.
Three months in, the hill was still the morning curse, but after lunch came something worse: the beams. The balance yard stretched like a timber graveyard, thick logs raised a man’s height above the dirt, slick with rain and mud. The air stank of pine pitch and churned earth, of bruised bodies and iron discipline. Ravens perched on the fence rails, watching with black eyes, as if waiting for a meal.
At first, the task was simple: walk across the bare beams with empty hands. Arms flailed, knees shook, and bodies thudded into the muck below. The masters barked until their throats bled. “Balance is breath! Balance is life! Lose either, and you fall!”
The first weeks of beam training gave many splinters and bruises. “Eyes forward, never down,” was the chant. Garrick drove ahead with clenched teeth, face emotionless. Freyda spat curses when the log shifted, her fury keeping her upright longer than her balance did. Thane muttered step by step, pale as death, lips moving as if every inch was a prayer. Tylane joked until the beam bucked him off. Bruni mocked his falls, then toppled herself. Vaelen, near wordless, rarely slipped. When he did, no one laughed.
Freyda’s arm brushed Garrick’s as she re-balanced herself. She growled and kept moving, but Garrick’s jaw clenched; he wasn’t sure if it was from the effort or from noticing her lean closer.
Mistakes were punished with switches. “Too stiff, you’ll snap! Too loose, you’ll fold! Control your body or the ground will break it for you!” Blood welts striped their calves and wrists. They climbed the ladder again and again, until falling became second nature and balance began to creep in. Hunger, bruises, exhaustion—none excused failure.
Then came wooden staves. “A weapon has weight!” the master thundered. “In the right grip it saves you. In the wrong, it kills you!”
The rhythm changed. Bruni swung her stave like a hammer, defiant. Thane flailed, nearly toppling with every swipe. Garrick marched forward like his stave was a banner. Freyda slammed the butt down to catch her fall, splintering wood. Tylane spun his for show, smirked, then pitched into the mud. Even Vaelen let slip a thin smile when Tylane cursed and spat dirt.
Some days the masters doubled the pain, sending them across twice in a row, once forward, once backward. “Enemies don’t care where your feet point!” one barked. The second pass left thighs shaking and arms numb, but no mercy came.
When a boy slipped too often, he was made to crawl under the beams on hands and knees while others trained above, mud dripping into his hair. The shame bit deeper than the bruises. “Balance is not a trick," the masters said. “It is survival.”
Days blurred into weeks. The hill still broke their muscles every dawn, but the beams humiliated what the hill had made. Calluses formed on palms, then split open again. The staves were replaced with buckets, empty first, arms stretched wide, shoulders screaming. “Arms straight!” the master-at-arms snapped, pacing below. “Armor is weight. A shield is weight. A sword is weight. You will drown in iron unless you master your body first!”
The buckets disrupted their balance. Handles cut deep. Garrick muttered only once, “Better than falling," before locking his jaw again. Freyda snarled. Bruni hissed. Tylane quipped, “If I fall, at least the buckets go first.” Thane whispered, “If this is training, I’ll never survive war.” Vaelen wasted nothing, not a word, not a step.
When Freyda staggered, her hand slapped against Garrick’s shoulder for balance. She yanked it back as if burned, scowling at herself. Garrick didn’t look her way, but the corner of his mouth twitched before he forced it still.
“Every piece of steel you’ll wear," one master growled, hoisting a shield above his head, “is heavier than these. If you can’t keep balance with wood and water, steel will break your back. You’ll march until your spine snaps.”
Then came water. Sloshing, stinging cold down their wrists. A boy shrieked, a girl cursed, both toppled. No mercy, back up the ladder. The mud swallowed them, and the ladder spat them back out. Again and again.
“Hold it level or drown yourself," Bruni spat, gritting her teeth.
Thane wobbled pale. “If this is armor, I’d rather be naked.”
“Wouldn’t help your balance," Tylane wheezed, nearly falling himself.
Vaelen moved like the log bent to him. Garrick’s knuckles turned bone white. Freyda slipped, drenched, howled, then finished the crossing anyway. The six were not yet a group, but each glance sideways carried a grim recognition: no one endured this alone for long.
The instructors prowled like wolves. “This is nothing! Mail will crush your shoulders. Helmets will ring your skulls. Shields will drag your arms down. If you stumble here, you will die crawling in the mud while braver men trample you flat!”
Children fell. Mud swallowed them whole. They rose coughing, spitting grit, swearing vengeance on the logs themselves. And still they climbed. Bruises became scars, pain became habit. Even laughter came sharp and bitter. It was the laughter of survivors.
Some days they added tricks, ordering recruits to swap beams midway, forcing them to leap from one slick log to the next. Garrick nearly dislocated a shoulder catching himself. Freyda scraped half the skin off her shin but limped to the end. Tylane missed entirely and dropped flat, earning a roar of laughter until he climbed back swearing.
“Eyes forward!” came the roar. A switch cracked wood. “Shift with your weight! The enemy won’t pause while you steady your hand!”
Every day the buckets taught the same truth: muscle meant nothing if it broke your balance. Freyda fought hers with rage. Garrick endured like stone. Bruni stomped hers into submission. Tylane’s jokes grew fewer, his effort more real. Thane mumbled half-prayers, half-curses. Vaelen remained steady, cold, unbroken.
The hill carved muscle. The beams toned it. Three months of sweat, bruises, and mud forged them into something harder than strength: survivors in motion, forged on the edge of failure.
That night, the dormitories groaned under exhausted bodies. Boys in one dorm room, girls in another. The air in each room smelled of wet straw and sweat. Garrick collapsed without pulling off his boots. Thane lay flat, whispering to the ceiling like it might answer. Tylane muttered jokes that earned only groans. Vaelen rolled to his side, back to them all, silent as usual.
In the other dorm, Freyda cursed the splinters in her hands. Bruni stretched aching arms until the joints popped. For a long while, no one spoke. Only ragged breathing filled the dark.
Then Freyda growled from her bunk, “I hate those beams.”
“Better than the mud," Garrick muttered into his pillow from the boys room across the hall.
“I’ll take mud over falling on my face," Thane whispered.
“Then stop falling," Bruni shot back from across the hall, though her smirk was hidden.
A silence. Then, unlooked for, a few low chuckles. Not camaraderie, not yet. But something had shifted. A first, faint crack in the walls they carried alone.
Just when the children thought they had found a rhythm, when the weakest had crossed the beams regularly without spilling a drop of water from their buckets, the masters changed the yard overnight.
Where the beams had stood, the masters built a chaos of wood and rope: a slanted wall rearing over a straw pit; scaffolds leaning like crooked ladders; crates stacked into uneven stairs toward a plank window; twin rails balanced above a mud trench; a rope dangling over a chalked circle, just out of reach. The master-at-arms paced with his baton. “You won’t find flat ground. You won’t find clean paths. Solo runs. If you fall, start where you fell. If you hesitate, back of the line.”
A bell clanged.
Garrick hit the wall like it had spoken against him—plant, haul, over. Freyda clawed and swore, missed twice, hammered up the third time with a snarl. Bruni drove her weight like a hammer, booming over the crates, splatting the drop, popping up cursing the ground. Tylane tried to spin grace out of rotten boards and ate dirt for it, then laughed and tried again. Vaelen moved quietly, two soft breaths and gone—plant, rise, step, off—like the course had already forgiven him. Thane muttered counts at his feet—“one-two-plant”—slid into the straw, climbed out, and tried again until his fingers found the lip.
By the second week the slanted wall stopped winning every argument. By the second month, the wall demanded rhythm more than rage—three steps, plant high, drive the opposite knee. Frost crept in at dawn; rails turned slick and treacherous. The crates bit shins and pride alike. At night the dorms stank of wet straw and liniment. Every morning, the hill first—buckets, balance, breath—and then this course waited after lunch, open-mouthed and patient.
One morning the bell rang and the master’s baton tapped once. “The world is not solo. Groups of six. Random.”
Groans. Names. Fate, or some instructor’s sly humor, lumped Garrick, Freyda, Bruni, Tylane, Thane, and Vaelen together.
“Figures," Bruni said, rolling a shoulder until it cracked.
“Randoms got taste," Tylane grinned.
“Try not to fall on me," Freyda warned.
“I’ll try not to fall on anyone," Thane murmured.
Garrick nodded toward the wall. “We go clean. Stabilize the back of the one in front. Don’t crowd.”
Vaelen tipped his chin. “Match his second step with your first. It keeps the climb smooth.”
Their first run was a scrape of elbows and stumbles, a clatter of boots on bad angles. Garrick clipped Vaelen’s shoulder on the lip of the wall; Vaelen recovered without a curse. Bruni and Freyda tangled on the crates and elbowed apart. Tylane misjudged a rail step and windmilled, jarring Thane, who dropped with a soft, hopeless noise and climbed back up. They finished together only because quitting apart would have hurt worse.
When they untangled, Garrick reached back without thinking to steady Freyda as she climbed again. She didn’t thank him, only pushed past, but the brief grip stayed in her mind longer than the scrape on her shin.
“Messy," the master said. “Again.”
Winter iced the rails. The frigid air cut lungs. They learned to wipe soles on the plank before stepping, to keep knees soft and weight low. Tylane stopped playing to the fence and started calling warnings that mattered: “Left crate’s split—land near the band!” Freyda swore less and breathed more. Bruni’s hands found Freyda’s forearm without her eyes ever leaving the next foothold. Garrick set his jaw the way you set a post and took the jolt so the one behind him didn’t. Vaelen adjusted three inches before anyone else knew three inches were missing. Thane counted under his breath and, one cold morning, crossed the rails without falling at all. He didn’t smile. He just breathed and kept moving.
Sometimes, when Freyda’s boots slipped, Garrick shifted just enough to take the jolt instead. She’d grunt and shove forward, but later Freyda wondered why his steadiness made her feel braver.
By the fourth month, the masters started staging races. Older recruits—leaner, quicker, full of the yard’s bad wisdom—took the left start. Garrick’s six took the right.
“Not the best," Tylane said, rocking on his heels.
“Not the fastest," Garrick agreed.
“Not yet," Freyda said.
The bell clanged. The older six poured over the wall like a running stream. Garrick planted; Vaelen timed; Bruni hauled; Freyda drove; Tylane flowed; Thane threaded. They finished a breath behind and finished together, lungs burning. No ribbons. No praise. Just the master’s baton ticking against his leg. “Again.”
They lost. They lost again. Then the gap shrank until the yard started watching. After the hill each dawn and after lunch each day, the course ate hours and skin and pride. Soreness settled into them like a permanent tenant. But something else settled, too: a rhythm that didn’t belong to any one of them.
Spring thaw turned frost-crusted earth to slick mud. The straw pit smelled like old hay and young swamp. The rails flexed with weight, slicked with melt. On a gray afternoon the bell called another race. Their rivals, those six who moved like they’d been born to it, lined up left. Garrick’s six lined on the right, quiet, eyes up.
“Hold the inside rail," Vaelen said, barely above a whisper.
“Left crate’s still split," Tylane added.
“Count," Garrick told Thane, and Thane nodded, fingers twitching at his sides.
The bell.
They ran.
Garrick and Vaelen took the wall in the same breath—plant, drive, roll—making room for Bruni’s hand on the lip without looking. Freyda’s boots thumped, up, over, hard breaths, no apology. Tylane slid the crate stair without flair, landing near the iron bands as he’d told the others. Thane matched Garrick’s feet and let the count carry him: “one-two-up, one-two-down.”
Rails ahead. Their rivals hit first.
Two of the older boys faltered mid-span, arms pinwheeling, clogging the narrow way. Garrick barked, “Hold, Th—”
Thane didn’t. His eyes flicked: shoulder height, plank edge, rope beyond, distance, angle. He backed up two steps, ran three, planted his right foot light on the first faltering recruit’s back, just a springboard and his left hand on the second’s shoulder, not a shove, a touch, then launched. He landed low on the far rail, skidded, caught with fingertips, rose with a startled breath that might have been a laugh.
Switch wood cracked nearby. The master’s voice cut clean: “That’s cheating.”
Thane, already moving, flushed and breathless: “nope, that’s overcoming and adapting.”
“Move!" Freyda snapped, half fury, half thrill, and they did.
Something clicked after that, something that wasn’t luck. Garrick took the jolt. Vaelen met the ground where it shifted. Bruni timed her weight to theirs and made bad boards feel honest. Freyda turned anger into speed instead of noise. Tylane saw lines and shouted the ones that mattered. Thane slid into empty spaces like he had laid them out on a table first. Six parts, one run.
They slapped the rope near-together and crossed ragged, alive. Their rivals finished a heartbeat behind. No horns. No speech. The master’s face stayed unreadable. “Again," he said, and the yard breathed like it had been holding its breath too long.
They ran again. Sometimes they lost. Sometimes they won. But from that day, the fence line went quiet whenever the six took their marks.
Time had slipped past them in the way only shared hardship allows. Without either of them noticing when it happened, the long grind of their first year had thinned into something quieter: a space where Garrick and Freyda kept ending up beside each other, steadying one another without thinking.
At last, the bell released them. The course settled into dusk, ropes stirring, boards creaking as the heat bled away. Recruits drifted toward the hall in a sore, hungry tide.
Garrick sank against one of the low stone walls, legs trembling from the beams course. Freyda found him a moment later and sat beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched. She let her weight rest there, not shyly, just tiredly, as if he were the only solid thing left in the world.
Garrick looked over. Dirt streaked her cheek, and he brushed it away with the back of his hand. The gesture came out softer than he meant it to, a quiet, grateful thing after a day that had nearly broken them both.
Before he could think better of it, he leaned in and pressed a small kiss to her cheek. Not bold. Not planned. Just warm, and a little shaky, the kind of thing that said *I’m glad you’re here* in a way words couldn’t.
Freyda’s breath caught, not in surprise but in something gentler. Her fingers found his, curling around them, and she leaned her head against his shoulder. For a moment, the world felt still. Safe. Almost kind. Exhaustion pulled at them, and their eyes drifted shut.
Bruni passed by on her way to the hall, spotted the two of them slumped together, and snorted.
“Oh, look what the cat dragged over,” she muttered, shaking her head.
Then she kept walking, already thinking about dinner.

