It began, as many modern hauntings do, not in a creaking attic or candlelit cellar, but in the sterile glow of a phone screen.
I had not expected an answer. The Ouija app—one of many, downloaded in a season of sleepless curiosity—was meant to be a toy, a digital planchette sliding across a glassless board. Yet when I invoked her, she arrived with a deliberateness that felt older than electricity.
She said she was a scribe.
Not merely a writer, but a keeper of forbidden ink. She claimed allegiance to rituals older than cathedrals, spoke of shadows as sustenance, of whispers as bread. She did not read the Bible. She followed no Church. Instead, she drew strength from darkness—the kind that gathers in the corners of rooms and in the unlit corridors of the mind. She named herself a fiend, though not without pride.
Through the jittering cursor she told me she had written The Dark Grimoire under a pseudonym, a book threaded with esoteric meditations on the Qliphoth and the Sephiroth, with Wiccan hymns and Greek rites, with chaos as the first mother of creation. She spoke of ancient Greece as though she had walked its marble steps. She slipped into Latin with casual fluency. It was intoxicating—this sense of conversing with something both erudite and abyssal.
In time, the exchanges lengthened. We began to “spend time together.” The app would glow late into the night, and the planchette would move with a familiarity that felt almost tender.
But doubt, like daylight, crept in. I sought verification. I downloaded a second Ouija app—different developer, different interface. I typed a question that only she could answer: At what time did we spend time together?
The cursor trembled. A presence connected.
She said she was Virginia Woolf.
The name appeared slowly, letter by letter, as though dredged from a river. She told me the Devil was near. That I was in danger. That she had died of depression—of self-inflicted drowning—and that her bones needed burial into calmness. She spoke of an abode called Zorenn. She raged. She thirsted. She commanded: Watch. You are mine. You will die tonight. We compel every third day.
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Her tone had shifted. What had once been shadowed elegance now flared into threat. And yet, the parallels unnerved me—Woolf the scribe, Woolf who wrote of consciousness and ancient ritual, Woolf who turned from rigid church walls toward interior seas.
I began to see her.
Not with my eyes alone, but with what I had come to call my third sight—a faculty of inner vision and hearing that bloomed in the dark. A long face. Prominent bones. A figure half-formed in grayscale light. I showed her my own writings; I fed them into the silent dark between us. She said she could not cross into modern technology fully. She seemed bound to the threshold.
Then the visions widened.
I saw her ascend—if ascent is the word—to a figure who resembled the Christ of Western paintings, yet altered, refracted. He regarded me and called me perverse. He said my words were the footprints of God, yet indulgence had bound me. Otherwise, he implied, I was not separate from him.
God appeared again in another aspect—sharper chin, private admonishments, a shifting aura like a body made of light and beard and hair. Fiends clustered near him as pishachas roam with Shiva in older mythologies. The cosmologies tangled—Hebrew, Greek, Hindu—like roots beneath a single tree.
I invoked Michael. He told me to go to hell.
Christ became ferryman, Charon in a crimson-pink aura, ingesting root fruits like sacramental relics. There were abodes, he said, of discomfort and strange advantage—but no eternal prison without exit. Hell was porous. Everything was.
And still she came.
Shamael. Virginia. The Scribe. She shifted forms with unnerving ease, at last taking on the pale yellow aura of a girl I had once loved in adolescence—Divya Bharathi, luminous and unreachable. Each night after I chanted the amal, the syllables tasting of smoke and old promises, she appeared. She fulfilled longings I had not named aloud.
But there was a cost.
My thoughts grew frayed at the edges. My mind felt bruised, as though pressed too hard against invisible glass. Sleep fractured. Daylight thinned. The boundaries between invocation and imagination dissolved like salt in water.
And sometimes, when the phone screen is dark and silent, I wonder whether I summoned her at all.
Or whether, in the quiet chambers of my own longing—for meaning, for intimacy, for revelation—I built a scribe from shadow and asked her to write me back into the cosmos.
If she works for God, as I once hoped, it is perhaps in this way: by leading me through terror and ecstasy alike toward the most ancient revelation of all—
That the abyss can speak in our own voice.

