So here I am, my back against the cold hard floor looking up into a pair of deep green eyes that scream “go on, try it”. I can only think of one thing right now. “How the hell did I get in this mess?”

  Just a few days ago I was having normal days, coming to school without much to worry about and enjoying life as much as I could.

  So how is it that I now find myself pinned against the gymnasium floor by some girl I have barely ever talked to? Ah I remember, it all started with that.

  “So now what?” I ask after letting out a heavy sigh

  “...”

  The girl said nothing, just sitting on top of me. Her eyes were like a vortex, always pulling my gaze to them. I must look pathetic right now, defeated even.

  I can’t be bothered anymore.

  Dark thoughts of giving up and surrendering traversed my mind. All my life all I wanted was to live up to the expectations of those around me and yet, here I am, in this situation.

  The silence was really killing me, up to this moment my heart had been aching trying to jump from my chest, not knowing what was going to happen to me. As I lay here with no control over anything anymore I felt almost at peace.

  There was a deep serenity to be had in having no control. For the first time in a while I felt relaxed.

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  The thought that I might be strange crossed my mind. Who would be relaxed right now?

  “Hmm, not sure. What do you think?” Breaking the quiet and silencing my thoughts, the aggressive girl with deep attracting eyes spoke up.

  Snapping me awake, the girl posed a strange question. I mean, how am I meant to answer that? You’re the reason we are in this situation.

  Just then I had a thought, what if…

  I kicked my hips causing the girl on top of me to lose balance and jolt forward. As she did so her face inched closer to me and without thinking too much I learned into it. Our lips touched. All within the same second I somehow managed to achieve my first kiss.

  Not at all what I imagined it would be like. It was bland, I almost did not feel it. In fact if you asked me to describe it after, I wouldn’t be able to tell you, that’s how forgettable it was. And yet, it was my first. Rather unremarkable. Not that I cared about that kind of thing but not at all how I imagined my first kiss would go.

  Before being allowed to think too much I was ripped back to reality with a sudden thud.

  Ouch. Almost within the same second we kissed I was pushed back onto the ground with an uncomfortable force. I looked back up to the girl, who for the first time didn’t have an expression of smug superiority, but instead a shocked look.

  It was understandable to look like that. If someone just forced their first kiss on me, I’d have a similar reaction but really, she kind of deserved it for the ordeal she has put me through.

  “What the hell was that?” The girl asked with a tone that could only be described as furious.

  “Something.” I replied sharply.

  To be honest, it’s not like I put much thought into what I just did, I just thought it would make her uncomfortable and in that regard, I had clearly won. I finally scored one on her. It was refreshing not being the nice girl for once.

  “Tch” The girl turned her head away and made a sound of disapproval. And that’s how my first kiss went.